my ipod mini, my johnlewis white pillow case with blue flowers, my white mouse - are these the only things left unclaimed that i have a legit right too? honestly speaking there are at least a dozen other things that I look at and still think - hey that's mine. not that i really want them anyway. but not that i want someone else to have them. nearly 10 months after and i'm starting to wonder if it will ever completely disappear.

and if that thing that will make it disappear will come soon?

probably not for the next nine weeks. i guess i can accept that. i don't even have time to think. i probably won't have time for distractions... although, sometimes i think there is always time for distraction.

... and never enough time for sleep.