back home.

sunday evenings in kuala lumpur always feel the same. always on the cusp of something new. a rare concoction of anticipation and stasis.

works starts tomorrow. i am just hoping that it is worth it, because right now i am kind of wish i stayed in stanford for the summer. work was one of two reasons to be in malaysia this summer, so it better be worth it.

i can't believe i've been home for less than a week. it feels like forever. life here is soo different from school. i can never understand how i can spend the whole day doing stuff and accomplish nothing in malaysia. i have no idea how i am going to work on my thesis (among other things) this summer. i hope hope hope work will inspire some sense of motivation in me this summer.

maybe the real difference between home and school is the way i am.