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wow.... i haven't blogged in over a year. i get tired of things pretty easily. obsession, addiction, boredom - that's my usual pattern. Unfortunately that's not just with activities and things, it's with people too. i am definitely the kind of person who gets super into something(or someone) and thinks its the best thing(person) in the world, and two days later: what was i thinking?

Fickle. That's the word for people like me. wendi goh = fickle
and so far i'm okay with that. it doesn't keep me up at night. although some tiny part of my mind is slightly concerned for future repercussions on relationships but that's wayyy out in the distant future, right? at least this is what i try to tell myself.

yes i do talk to myself. isn't that what everyone does on some level? people who blog or write in some sort of diary definitely talk to themselves. yes, yes, you blog for other people's benefit, but what it comes down to is you clicking away at your computer recording your thoughts. whether it's reflective or informative is all down to style. i know you are really talking to yourself. really.

i hate capital letters. i wonder if people get annoyed at that? i think people who use capital letters and perfect punctuation in casual forms of writing i.e. facebook wall posts are kind of anal. i'm sure they think i'm to some degree illiterate.

but yes i realize i have really missed this form of talking to myself. so i guess new old current obsession is blogging revived. i wonder how long this will last for fickle old me.